Enrollment for the Spring 2026 was last month. Unfortunately, being three days late caused me to lose my spot in the fiction worldbuilding class, and that was enough to give me a mild breakdown and question why I was even in this program. I’ll be in the Creative Writing Fiction program for an entire year without partaking in a fiction workshop. I had no idea the class would fill up as quickly as it did, which means that next semester I will be taking a poetry workshop. Although I am very interested in poetry, I don’t have a strong foundation. Thus, it’s time for some practice!
This first one is for Sam: “I Hope You See It”
When you look at yourself,
Do you feel appreciation?
Can you understand the adoration
That fills my chest and bloats my stomach?
Inside, the acid churns and burns and turns
The food within it,
Much as your presence dissolves
Hostility, negativity, displeasure.
My gut swells from the constant influx
Of news and blues and political worldviews
And you soothe that melancholy so easily,
Just by being you.
When you look at yourself,
Do you feel gratitude?
Can you understand the gratefulness
That expands my lungs and so freely permits me to say
Thank you?
Thank you for being mine,
For giving me a backbone
Without losing the strength of your own.
Thank you for your time,
For choosing to spend your life with me
Without giving up your own avocations.
Thank you for loving me,
For allowing this reciprocal love between us
To protect, respect, connect.
I am grateful for that.
Now when you look closely at yourself,
When you wash and miss the grease on your nose,
The new cuts on your hand,
The indiscriminate bruise on your shoulder,
I hope that instead you notice
The appreciation, gratitude, and love
That I wish to forever etch
In the core of your being.
I’m a fan of haiku poems, so figured I’d give those a try. Here are a few title-less attempts:
What use is a clear
Mind when all it precludes is
All that is worthwhile?
If you take away
The desire to help others
Then what is the point?
The winter brings the
Melancholy, leaving a
Better time behind.
All I think about
Is what magnificent food
I will eat tonight.
Away from the wind,
In connection with the roots,
Mushrooms rule the trees.
Despite lacking the skills most poets have, I do enjoy poetry. Perhaps I am harsher on myself than I need to be in anticipation of a college workshop, but it is what it is. I look forward to learning and improving, along with advancing my already growing appreciation of this art form. I hope you enjoy!













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